Being a dad is hard...
Its not the waking up all night to help calm the fussy baby. Its not the dirty diapers, spit-up, or the crying. The hard part about being a dad is loving someone that i just met 7 days ago already more than anyone i've ever known. Carson is the center of my world. Everyone told me how my life would change after having a baby, it is certainly has, but not in the way i expected. I now am terrified of crazy drivers on the road, influenza, or Sara or I falling down the stairs while holding him. Before, these fears wouldn't have made my top 10 and now simple things like these are keeping me up at night. I also can't seem to watch any of the sappy holiday family commercials on TV now without getting a bit choked up. I am excited to see how my life and attitudes change over the next several years as I feel I have already changed so drastically. Finally I will agree with everyone that being a father is hard....But I would not change it for anything in the world!
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| Carson and Daddy, 1 week old |
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